Yesterday's feeling.....

Yesterday morning and even on Saturday I was Craving a bagel. I mean really wanting a bagel badly. To the point where I was lying in bed Sunday morning at four A.M. and wondering what time they opened. I was going to go get one myself. Luckily Jeff was very sweet and after his shower he went and got me not one but two bagels. My usual which is a very darkly toasted sesame bagel with butter. I finished it up and wanted the other one. I know carbs!! I say who cares. It isn't like I am doing this every single day. He or She tells me what they want me to eat. It wanted the second bagel. The amazing thing was I actually FELT a real BIG FLUTTER!! I have to say I think this was the first real movement that was not just a tiny flutter. I started crying like what else a baby!! Get the pun!  I also got a few more cute outfits for our miracle. Started to knit a afghan. I checked with my friends. They said it is ok. Plus it will keep me calm. I really need to keep calm. So what else besides knitting keeps me calm. I have to say not much. We are going to the doctor tomorrow for our appointment. I am both excited and nervous. I am trying to eat healthy. Then my brain screams ICE CREAM a few nights a week. We also finished up our baby registries at BuyBuyBaby and BabiesRUS. I have to say I feel a sense of relief. I wanted to get that done before I got to big to walk around the aisles. I will keep you guys posted on what happens at the doctor appointment tomorrow.

Freaking out!! I will tell you why!!???

Freaking out!!! The reason you ask. Don't worry I am fine so is my bundle inside of me. Thank Goodness. Plus we are going to the doctor on Tuesday. I am freaking out because the girl name I have picked out is now on a list of 28 names on the rise!!! What do I do??!! Do I ditch this name I have wanted since I was 10 years old. I knew this was going to happen!!! Do I go with a beautiful biblical name? Can I use a Jewish name that I love, but that a friend has? Not naming the baby after this friend. I just like her name. Do I go with the name I have been using to call my little miracle. I think boy, everyone else thinks it's a girl. I can't ask the doctor what we are having. Jeff and I swore we don't want to know. I think it's more fun and better that way. I am  fine with a boy. I would love a boy. I heard boys show you more affection. Then again, I have heard boys are more of a handful. I am not sure at 40 if I am going to have the energy to run around chasing a wonderful bundle of baby boy excitement!! I might of when I was in my early 20's or even my 30's. I will be the one spending most of the time with my bundle of joy after Jeff has to go back to work. So any suggestions on girl names? Seriously I am soooooo bummed right now!!! I don't want her being one of many with the name I have wanted since I was 9 or 10 years old!!!

I'm pregnant!! Trying to figure out baby names if it is a boy...

I am pregnant. We don't want to know what we are having. So we are looking up boy names tonight. Jeff's suggestions so far have been Grover and Carlton. My answer to those names are. I don't want to name my son after a blue Muppet or a weird guy from Fresh Prince of Bel Aire. Then he suggested Willis. I said back to him. "What are you talking about Willis."- reference from Difference Strokes the 80's tv show. He also suggested Darryl. My response was, this is Darryl and my other brother Darryl. From another 80's show Newhart. I am starting to think he just wrote 80's tv show characters into the google search bar. Is he going to suggest next that we name a boy Twiggy from Buck Rodgers???!! I am not sure if I want to keep laughing or hit him with a flip flop. Jeff has an old pair of blue flip flops he wears. I have a feeling he is doing this on purpose. I told him, fine I will name the baby and he will have no say in it. I think he wants a say. So let's see what 80's or 90's TV show character Jeff comes up with next!!!