Freaking out!! I will tell you why!!???

Freaking out!!! The reason you ask. Don't worry I am fine so is my bundle inside of me. Thank Goodness. Plus we are going to the doctor on Tuesday. I am freaking out because the girl name I have picked out is now on a list of 28 names on the rise!!! What do I do??!! Do I ditch this name I have wanted since I was 10 years old. I knew this was going to happen!!! Do I go with a beautiful biblical name? Can I use a Jewish name that I love, but that a friend has? Not naming the baby after this friend. I just like her name. Do I go with the name I have been using to call my little miracle. I think boy, everyone else thinks it's a girl. I can't ask the doctor what we are having. Jeff and I swore we don't want to know. I think it's more fun and better that way. I am  fine with a boy. I would love a boy. I heard boys show you more affection. Then again, I have heard boys are more of a handful. I am not sure at 40 if I am going to have the energy to run around chasing a wonderful bundle of baby boy excitement!! I might of when I was in my early 20's or even my 30's. I will be the one spending most of the time with my bundle of joy after Jeff has to go back to work. So any suggestions on girl names? Seriously I am soooooo bummed right now!!! I don't want her being one of many with the name I have wanted since I was 9 or 10 years old!!!