I am always scared to get to excited about something.....

I don't know if I am the only one who feels this way. I am always scared to get to excited about anything. What I am talking about, is if I am looking forward to an activity or an event. Or even something simple like what will happen on a tv show I like. I try to tell myself be serious and NOT to get excited, but how can I not get excited about something like going on a vacation, or even going to Las Vegas? I usually get told by people in my life yes, Robyn we will be going to ( fill in the blank here.) Then later I will get told. "No, I never said we were going to do that." Or I get told, "Oh I never booked that trip." Then people wonder why I don't trust anyone. I mean seriously I don't trust anyone. If I like a tv show, I know it will get cancelled. It has been an on going joke in my family my whole life. I am called the kiss of death when it comes to a television show. If I worked for a network, They would save money on shows that would not work. I would know just by watching the first two episodes if it would work on not. Or if I really liked it, I would say, I like that one. It will not catch on with mainstream audiences. I will try to look forward to things in the future but it is hard, not to walk around feeling like I have a dark cloud over my head. I swear I feel like Alan Harper from "Two and a half Men" sometimes. I want to live and enjoy life to the fullest. My goal is to try to start not worrying so much and pretty much say fuck it. Do things, I have been to scared to do! I am not saying I want to go sky diving or anything. I just mean staying up later and dancing in the rain! Something I have always wanted to do!!! As my favorite childhood hero said. "Tomorrow is always fresh, with no mistakes in it yet"- Anne of Green Gables

Still Into You by Roni Loren- Book Review

Still Into You, by Roni Loren. I have loved everything so far that Roni Loren has written. I don't know how this one slipped past me. Seth and Leila are a couple who seem to have lost their way. They talk about life, kids, work and have forgotten about love and sex. They schedule sex as if they are making a shopping list. Then one day Leila goes to meet an interior design client and sparks fly! She leaves hastily and feels guilty. Her husband goes to see his brother in law who owns a sex shop. Mentions that the spark is going out in his relationship. The brother in law makes a suggestion.Go visit the private club he frequents. So Seth and Leila go to the club, but Seth has a rule. "We are NOT married." Can Leila handle letting go, to save her marriage. To get the fire back in her marriage. Read this steamy read to find out! I give it 5 starts!! I can't wait to read Roni Loren's upcoming book!!(less)

Love in all the wrong places #1 by Audrey Harte

I just finished reading Love in all the wrong places #1 by Audrey Harte. It is about Annie Chang a twenty something who is trying to get back in the dating pool. She decides to go online to see what is out there. In this day and age really where else are you supposed to go to find dates? So Annie goes on Craig's List. She ends up meeting a few guys there. She has a great friend/neighbor named Alex who is her sounding board. Annie seems to want to find a guy. Sometimes for a boyfriend, sometimes she thinks she just wants to "have fun". I think this is a great book. You feel for Annie. There are some amazing sex scenes in this book. I thought it was just a regular romance novel. Boy was I wrong. There is spice to this book. Annie might work at a law firm during the day, but she has a wild side to her. I finished this book wanting MORE! I can't wait until the sequel comes out in Fall 2013. Audrey Harte is a funny,smart, writer. I laughed, I yelled at Annie, I wanted to be her best friend. I give this book Five Stars!!!

Ring Tones.....

How many of you have ring tones. I don't mean the ones your phone comes with. I mean ones you add yourself. I am trying to think of ring tones for friends and family. Does anyone know of a song with the word "DUDE" in it besides Dude looks like a lady? I am trying to get a good one for peter. Since he says "DUDE" like all the time. Jeff already has our song as his. I am not sure what my dad's will be. I think maybe Papa don't preach! lol :) If anyone can help me with the "DUDE" song that would be greatly appreciated!

Bills....Do they ever end??

Well today is bill paying day. I have already paid two of my bills. I am going to be paying more later today. Is it me or does it seem the older you get the more bills you have?! Sometimes it is nice to remember the good old days of being a child. You only had to worry about paying for things out of your allowance. As supposed to now, when you have to pay for things out of your own pocket. So here is thinking to the good old days!

"V" some little things...

Some small "V" things... Sorry not in a writing mood today. Did you know that in the "V" book the one that was in print in the 1980's. That on several pages of the book. They printed the name Robin, with a Y not an I. So you read Robyn and not Robin. Let's just say this made me very happy at the age of nine or ten! Since my name was always spelled with an I. I am sure I mentioned it in my other post, but when I was lucky enough to meet Andrew Prine. He told me that the red dust was made out of ground up carpet. Do you have a favorite character? I am torn between five of them. Robin, Ham, Julie, Elizabeth and lizard baby boy. The boy lizard Robin gave birth too. He was just so darn cute! Were any of you guys in fan groups back in the day? I was, I still have some of my fan letters etc. Please let me know who your favorite character was or is.

Will you be watching "V" today!??

Will you be watching "V" today? As you may or may not know. Today is the 30th anniversary of what I think is the greatest Sci FI tv show EVER! I hope I can watch it via the internet. Other wise I will be very sad. I have the DVD's, I just don't have them with me. I love the excitement of how the visitors just try to be so sneaky and the fact they could make people believe anything. Sadly, I can not find it online for free. If anyone knows where I can locate it online for free. Please let me know! Thanks! To all my fellow "V" lovers out there enjoy the celebrating! I know I will be! I found the SERIES on the. WB.COM for free. I could NOT find the mini series/final battle. I would of had to download something. I think Jeff will be upset since I might of already. So the series will have to do for my "V" fix. Enjoy everyone!! It's on youtube!! Or is that Utube?? Anyways go watch "V" and enjoy!!