Going for our 18 week ultrasound tomorrow!!!

Future Daddy and I are going for our 18 week ultrasound tomorrow. I am very excited about this. I am not sure if he is or is not. He does not really show much emotion about anything. It is his personality.I am hoping when we see the new ultrasound he at least smiles. I do not expect tears. We do NOT want to know the sex of our little miracle. I think we both want to be surprised. I feel there are no more surprises in life. One amazing thing happened last night. I was lying on my left side in bed. It seems to be the only side I am comfortable on these days. I felt what seemed like a little jab. Only for a second. On my ride side of my tummy.  I have a friend who said she says it was the baby getting comfy.  I do look forward to any sort of flutter or jab! Yesterday afternoon when future Daddy  reading Toy Story, they made a book out of the movie. I felt a flutter. I really think the baby is starting to know our voices!! This makes me so excited. I still have to remind myself to sing in the shower. I keep forgetting to do that!! I am just hoping for a healthy happy miracle baby. I am trying not to worry about anything. Easier said than done with my personality. The funny thing is that everyone is telling me how calm and relaxed I am. I find this to be a true statement. I feel very Zen like now that I am pregnant. I am really hoping that we can still have a dvd and photos. I want to share it with friends and family. I have been told by many friends that the tech will be able to show us the baby without showing us the gender. I am really looking forward to see what is in store for us tomorrow.