Friday, May 10, 2013
Mother's Day....why it is hard....
Everyone and it seems everything over the past few weeks is about Mother's Day. Don't get me wrong. I wish all the Mother's out there a great day. I just find it very hard. Since I will NEVER be able to have that love of having someone call me Mommy. This is something that I have always wanted. Something I dreamed about since I was a child. We tried IVF once and it failed. I wanted to try it again, but Jeff did not. I understand, since it is expensive not to mention, painful physically and emotionally. I don't like hearing lucky mother's out there complaining all the time on Facebook. I want to write to them and say do you have ANY idea how lucky you are???? How badly I would love to be in your shoes???!!! Jeff and our fish and "doll" babies I am sure are going to get me a card and maybe flowers, but it will never be the same. Yes, I am crying as I am writing this. So for everyone out there, remember how blessed you really are. Not all of us can be so lucky to be called Mommy.
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My heart cries for you because I know you have a lot of love to give. I can only imagine the pain that you feel.... I see many of my beloved friends experiencing the heartbreak of IVF and not being able to make the family they so badly yearn for. I hope that someday your dreams come true in whatever way possible. Sending you love a hugs. In my heart you are a loving mother who hasn't met her children yet....
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